perhaps the newest and definitive version of Default...it makes more sense now

It slipped my mind, 
And for a time, 
I felt completely free. 

Oh what a troubled, 
Silent, poor boy, 
A pawn into a queen. 

I laugh now, 
But later's not so easy. 
I've gotta stop, 
The will is strong, 
But the flesh is weak. 
Guess that's it, 
I've made my bed, 
And I'm lying in it. 

I'm still hanging on, 
Bird upon the wires, 
I fall between the waves. 

Ooooohhhhhhh 

I avoid your gaze, 
I turn out of phase, 
A pawn into a queen. 

Ooooohhhhhhh 

I laugh now, 
But later's not so easy. 
I've gotta stop, 
The will is strong, 
But the flesh is weak. 
Guess that's it, 
I've made my bed, 
And I'm lying in it. 

But it's eating me up 
But it's eating me up 
It's eating me up (If I could feel all the snakes on my heads) 
It's eating me up (If I could feel all my snails on my heads) 
It's eating me up (If I could feel all my snares on my head) 

Ooooohhhhhhh

Default...trying to figure out the lyrics....if someone's got a clue...

It's like my mind
and for a time
I felt completely free
but a trouble
slight upon (....)
upon and to a creed
I left now
but later's not so easy
I've got to stop
the will is strong
but it flashes
I guess that's it
I've made my best in lying it
I'm still hanging on
but upon the way
a fall of theeth awaits
I avoid your games
at another's face
upon and to a creed
I left now
but later's not so easy
I've got to stop
the will is strong
but it flashes me
guess that's it
I've made my best in lying it
Can't see me out
can't see me out
can't see me out
etc etc
(got some other clue about how the lyrics could really be???)