Default...trying to figure out the lyrics....if someone's got a clue...

It's like my mind
and for a time
I felt completely free
but a trouble
slight upon (....)
upon and to a creed
I left now
but later's not so easy
I've got to stop
the will is strong
but it flashes
I guess that's it
I've made my best in lying it
I'm still hanging on
but upon the way
a fall of theeth awaits
I avoid your games
at another's face
upon and to a creed
I left now
but later's not so easy
I've got to stop
the will is strong
but it flashes me
guess that's it
I've made my best in lying it
Can't see me out
can't see me out
can't see me out
etc etc
(got some other clue about how the lyrics could really be???)